16th march, I could hardly sleep, there were countless times I woke up in the middle of the night, checking on the time. 7:30am, Theodore texted " RESULT", my heart skipped a beat, " wrong password" appeared on the screen thrice, and finally I logged into npal. " FUCK SERIOUSLY" was the first thing that came across my mind, I passed! I wanted to ring up shah, but seconds later, I recalled he's at hongkong. It has been 2 days, I hate the feeling of missing someone, at this moment I wished I am not in love.

Best buy of the month!

Movenpick's pool

Bffs came on the first day @ Movenpick Heritage hotel!

Hahaha ugliest rabbit ever, by shahaireen!

Yam Cha with shah a week back.

Zouk with Loraine & co.

shah dont buy you stuffs, u not sad meh

Nope, I like spending my own money, it makes me feel happy.

Saw you in rl at town few day back, you look so fierce (NO OFFENSE) but i like e way you dress

hahaha a lot said that, but I'm not fierce at all if you know me:)

have you mention breakup to ur current bf before?

yep, but the next min I took my words back and run back to him. So we never really breakup before.

u had sex with shah?

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Hi novell, i am a reader of yours and i have a malay boyfriend too. my family is against it, but i really like him, i have to make a choice between him and my family, how? if it's you who u choose?please reply, i really need help

Maybe you can give your family some time to accept it? I would choose shah over my family. It may be too soon to say this, but he's someone who is worth. But of course I am not telling you to choose your boy over family, probably just let nature takes its course.

Shah doesn't mind you smoke? u thought of quitting>?

He doesn't mind. Yup, trying now!

Out to the beach, enjoying the sea breeze and sunlight, sipping on apple juice. I wish everyday can be like today.

Continue from yesterday Q&A.

how many guys u f**k? can i fk u

-how cute can u be!

where did u get the dress u wear to uss?

-F21

More sales post!!!!!!!

-soon after I'm done with my exams:)

u still contacting ur bffs why so long never mention them on ur blog?

-yea, we're still close, but everyone is busy with exams.

Is celeste single?

-Hahaha yea, but if you don't play water sport, you can just forget about it.

the osf bralet and highwaist shorts still available?

-Sorry dear, both sold!

where shah & you stay?

- I stay at bukitpanjang, shah, punggol.

u eat pork?

-hahaha of course I do.

what course are you in

-Logistics Management

the long sleeve black shirt where u get

-You mean the one i wore to hongkong? I can't recall, sorry.

U and ur bf together for how long then no more honeymoon period.

-ohgod, shah & I were just talking about this few days back.We don't have honeymoon period,all the while same.

So nice, you and shah went hk together.

-yea, can't wait for the next holiday:)

u wrking?

-Nope.

how old r you

-19 this year.

whats your size?

uk 8 and waist 26

Are you attached?

-yup.

What facial wash u use? your face so clean!

-Laneige for now. No, I've pimples as well.

how much weight u lost?

-approx 14-16kg

Q&A

I just realized I've quite a number of comments to reply, but I have no idea how to "unhide" them, even after I tried clicking "shown", it goes back to "hide" eventually. So i guess I'll just reply here then.

Starting from the latest comment-

Is novell your real name?

-Nope, still considering if I should be it in my IC.

Do you fight with your boyfriend?If yes, then how do u guys act like nothing happened?

-yea, as in quarrel and argue. We just naturally forgive and forget.

your bf sms so rude, u okay meh?!

-hahaha I'm equally rude, so yup, not a big deal.

How often you and your boyfriend go on a date?

At least thrice a week.I think it's more like a meetup to us, rather than date.

You smoke ah...

-yea,why?

I saw you in school before, so tall.

-Hahahaha you probably didn't notice the shoes that I'm wearing for that day. I'm only 160!

May I know what makeup concealer you use?

-I dont use makeup, am a very lazy girl.

Your parents know you smoke?

-Yep!

Why a malay bf? you could have be with someone better...

-Ohdear, wait till you meet shah and you will know why :)

You richer or bf richer?

-We are both poor, wanna share your moolah?

u not pretty

-noted!

where u normally shop at? love your clothes

-Town and online.

you and ur bf look so good together.

-Thankyou sweety.

take more pictures of you and your boyfriend!!!!!

-we are saving up to get a camera, my current one is fucked up :(

Does your boyfriend complain that u're fat or skinny? he got ask u eat more or less?

-No eh, he doesn't really care the way and amount I eat.

Shah so cute!!!!!!

-hahahah he gonna be so happy and jump around if he knows this.

How old is he?

-Shah? 22 this year

u fucking dao, saw u in np

-okay!

will u break up with your boy if he contacts his ex?

-No, as long as he knows where to draw the line then I'm cool with it:)

shah deserves someone better

-I feel you, will let him know.

ur family allow u to date a malay? i wish i can be like u.

-they don't eh, but it's my life, I live it the way I want it to be:)

sue used to like shah right? u third party?they take pictures so close, u not jealous?

-They are just best-friends.

Saw you and ur bf in town, both of you beating each other, so cute

-hahahaha thank you.

shah go shopping with u?

-yep he does, almost everyweek.

Okay, that's all for today, the rest I'll reply after my exam.

10th

It has been 10 frigging months. It has never came across my mind that I could be in love with someone for this long. I get bored really fast and that probably explain why all my past r/s does not last more than 3 months. I place my pride and ego ahead of everything and love was nothing to me back then. Letting go and moving on were never an issue to me, it's as easy as ABC, till I met him.

He doesn't buy me bears or flowers, we don't talk on phone at night,we exchange only 10-20 texts a day, and "SURPRISE" probably doesn't appear in his dictionary. Just look at the morning message he sent, he is not a romantic guy,not that kind of perfect prince charming that girls often dream of. BUT, he's definitely the kind that I've always wanted to be with. The kind of guy who behaves just the way he is, be it in front of me, his parents or his friends. The kind who doesn't act all nice at the beginning in order to win your heart and suddenly become someone else after being together for a period of time. Even though he doesn't shower me with flowers, gifts, sweet messages, but he gave me all his attention whenever I want or need them.

There was once he got a vase of sunflower from PanPacific hotel, he took it from the gents though. Hahaha, see I was in his mind even when he is peeping. Well although he didn't buy it, but it's the thought that counts. And today marks the 10th month, time flies, the past 10 month, we had fun, we laughed, we argued, we cried, and we are still together :)