Nemo Nisi Mors

16th march, I could hardly sleep, there were countless times I woke up in the middle of the night, checking on the time. 7:30am, Theodore texted " RESULT", my heart skipped a beat, " wrong password" appeared on the screen thrice, and finally I logged into npal. " FUCK SERIOUSLY" was the first thing that came across my mind, I passed! I wanted to ring up shah, but seconds later, I recalled he's at hongkong. It has been 2 days, I hate the feeling of missing someone, at this moment I wished I am not in love.