Sunday, December 18, 2011

Friends

That night, I realised what I thought and believed was wrong, so wrong. It was too sudden, I couldn't believe what I heard, I wished someone could wake me up from this nightmare.
" Have I done anything wrong? Or am I not nice enough towards you?" this sentence can't stop spinning in my head for the pass 4days. I reflect on myself every single day, hoping to find some fault in myself so that I could only blame myself for losing you. All I could think off was, maybe this is you, it's just your character, maybe I can actually accept that and loves you anyway.

Baby I love you so much, never have I expected myself to lose you. I wish I have the courage to confront you, but I know it will only hurt us more. Or it could be just me, I don't dare to face the fact, though 90% of me believe that what I heard was true, but the other 10% really wish that you aren't like what others say. It's that 10% that keeps me going, I'm still holding on.

Best friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway.- Elbert Hubbard